Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Age 31

I remember going on my first diet at 12. Looking back I don’t think I had to, but for some reason I thought I should. At 12, I became obsessed with food. Food was (and is) always on my mind. I have never been anorexic or bulimic, but my struggle is very real. My weight is a constant up and down battle and I’ve never been happy with my body. There has always been a part of me that I wish was flatter, tighter or leaner. I wonder if I will ever be comfortable in my own skin.